Dear Journal,
Yeah I know I should be in bed right now but I have already gone to bed and tried to fall asleep, but I couldn't. Kind of in a pissy mood today. A lot of shit has been happening today. Where should I begin?

I got up and listened to my mom bitch at me for awhile because I got home so late Saturday night. Well dad and I knew I was only about 5 minutes late and she came home even later than I did, and how she knew I came home late is beyond me. But oh well. Just went in one ear and out the other.

We took both cars to my Grandparents house today. It was my grandmother's birthday party. I have no idea how old she is now. Mid 70's I think. We had lunch there. There was very little cooking involved. It was one of those "make your own subs-sandwich" kind of things and mostly everything was store bought cold cuts or cheese. And what she did cook herself I managed to stay away from so I'm not to bad. But I still had to listen to my aunt's "computer knowledge" (She'd fit right in with the moron that couldn't open the door to get to her CD drive) and her general stupidity and bitchyness. And than there was my other aunt who just goes on and on and on and on. She'd out do the energizer battery if she had the chance.

Another thing I found out a little more in detail is that my Aunt Shirley died. She had a nice farm up north with her husband Uncle Bubs. Uncle Bubs is my father's father's oldest brother. I used to go out and play on when I was a kid. She was nice back than but if I probably wouldn't recognize her now.  Another one of the better family members have died...

Went to pool practice. Since I had my own car this time I wasn't really late. Other than having to scrap off the ice on the car again that I didn't think I needed to do. But Bea came along because I thought Jason and Erik were going to be there and it would have been nice to have 4 people there instead of 3. I picked up Jason and than it turns out Erik was up north with family. So it turned out to be 3 people anyway. But it was nice to have Bea along. We went to Wendy's for dinner. Than Bea's mom came to pick her up and Bea gave Jason a nice big hug and clenched on to him as long as he could. Jason just loved that one. lol. (He hates girls that are very clingy)

Got home again to get bitched at. That was because they were having a fight. My mom was convinced I had had an accident and was probably dreaming up the party after my funeral. I guess it was rather unfortunate to her that I came home. I took out the garbage and than I set up the block heater for when I want to go out later (for school).

On the way home my parents went out and bought some White Hot Chocolate. I tried some a Bea's on Thursday night and I really liked it so I got them to buy some and as I was drinking it downstairs Bea sends me a text message asking me if I could come online. i tell her in about 15 minutes I will. After I finish my White Hot Chocolate I go back outside again because I set up the timer wrong. Than I came back in and went online. First thing I get out of Veronica is her bitching at me about how I am so "abusive" with Charley, when I'm never at Myer much this semester. She flips out on me like I was doing all the damage, when he said himself that it was other people. Since I was in a bad mood about today's events I pretty much flipped on her, blocked her than I flipped on Bea because I figured she wanted Veronica to bitch at me and than I left to go play Counter Strike for a bit and turned my phone off because I knew Bea would be sending me text messages. Which now I see she did. I realized later that Bea just wanted to talk and that veronica did what she did on her own. I'm still rather pissed off at Veronica for brightening my day so much. She keeps telling me sorry and I say to forget it because I just didn't want to talk about. She agrees to forget it than she just starts the argument all over again...

Well I think I've had enough bullshit for today and I am going to go and try and sleep again. Hopefully I can get some sleep so I don't feel so tired in class tomorrow. But I think it's a little late for that now.