Dear Journal,
Bea and I have come to a final result in the conflict that we've had in our relationship. I talked to her on the phone for awhile on Tuesday night. We were both in tears pretty much. Than we kind of got off topic and actually had a decent conversation for awhile until she had to go. I realized how much she makes me happy all the time and that I could forgive her this time. But she knows if she breaks a promise to me again it's going to be over between us. This time I hesitated because she was at the cottage all the time I was really thinking about it. But if it happens again its going to be an instant break up. So she better not do this again.

Monday night was Pool League night again. We basically got kicked off the Color Of Money A team to go play for the Jupitar Bar B team. They had to many players on the A team so the president of the Pool League suggested that we go play for another bar which will be a B team. The advantage to playing at this new car. They don't ID you so you can buy whatever drink you want. Yeah I got a bit buzzed. And the owner of the bar even gave us a free drink. I bet thinks we're 19. Erik and I didn't tell him otherwise. However the disadvantage to playing for this team was that I was hoping to learn something out of playing on the league which is what was happening at the Color Of Money. I was learning quite a bit there and learning some tips and tricks there. At Jupitors no one seems to know anything about the rules or the game. Their just there for the free beer and free food which isn't really what I joined this Pool League for.

I haven't gotten the Beretta yet. It failled the safety that it went in for on Saturday. It is getting a new exhaust system right from engine block to tip. It also needed a new steering module. Not exactly sure what he was talking about there because it had rack and pinion steering like most cars do. But we were getting the information second hand from the salesman who talked to his kid about it who was the actual mechanic working on it.

Bitch has been really pissing me off lately. Especially today. She was late coming to get me today to drive me to Co-Op. An hour late to be exact. So I figured, we'll this my last day she's going to get my fired because this isn't the first time. Thankfully Herman understands my situation and isn't going to fire me yet. Rahul on the other hand is getting pretty ticked off with me. Luckly he only knows about a couple of incidents. And than driving me back to Westlane today she decided she was going to take a different route. Which would involve going over the Allenburg bridge. BIG MISTAKE. because of course we were in a rush to get to Westlane and Murphy's law dictates that when you are in a rush everything is going to go wrong. Which it did. We were about the 5th car in line from the bridge when the alarm goes off and the bridge starts going up. Now of course ever since the accident there they started putting the bridge up about 20 minutes before the frieghter is even anywhere near the bridge. So since that put us about 40 minutes late I was late for the Robotics Meeting. And guess what I missed, team leader selections! So now it was me and this Andre kid that were running for the Team Leader for the website design committee. Why him I don't know! But he fully admitted that he doesn't even know how to turn a computer on let alone design a website. And when I got there he told me he wasn't giving up the position now that I was there. So since he also admitted that he's a moron to the GM programmer that is kind of incharge of our little bit he's insisting we use his template he uses for another site and assume's were all morons. Great so I figured well isn't this just peachy. No creativity what so ever. So we were working on it for a bit and than Mr. Beens introduced me to the communications technology teacher and she was all nice and talking to me until Mr. Beens announced that I was Myer Magnet student. She fucking got the hell away from me as fast as possible and avoided me like I was the plague for the rest of the night. So I'm figuring great. The GM people think we're idiots and the teacher is another Anti Magnet Program maybe even worse that Mr. Gow is.

Well thats been my recent few days. I guess I should probably be going to bed soon since Emily told me that I should of gone to bed about an hour ago since I've been tired lately. Been tired lately because I've been on the Counter Strike game all hours of the night trying to get my mind of things with Bea and Bitch. Well that is all for now bye.